dancebear8504 blogging at elowel.org
11-23-04 13:29
O man! i'm soooo excited, you don't understand! i'm sooo looking forward to coming home tonight! man, it's going to be awesome! i hope. i'm sure it will be, i'm not going to let anything bring me down. aww. nice. i get to see angela whom i haven't seen since i left in AUGUST! crazy - and lizz and steph for a month and a half and my dad and grandma and my bro and my new niece and my other niece and ben and everyone! YAY!!!!! yay for o-town! lol. i can't sit still- i'm going crazy, time moves soo slow sometimes! :-) alright, well, i guess i will SEE some of you later! bye bye!
11-22-04 19:54
wow. i'm feeling so horrible right now. but i'm really trying to not let it get to me. am i a horrible girlfriend? like, is it wrong to speak my mind, and say what i think is right? is it wrong for me to think that my boyfriend would want to call me on his own free will? i don't know, this is never going to happen. sometimes i just feel like quitting, because i feel like i'm the only one in it. like, i'm the only one that cares and has dreams for the future, of us, however serious that sounds.
congrats steph, i wish i could be that lucky with my parents (dad) and my boyfriend. be thankful!

i dunno, what do you think?
11-22-04 19:53
wow. i'm feeling so horrible right now. but i'm really trying to not let it get to me. am i a horrible girlfriend? like, is it wrong to speak my mind, and say what i think is right? is it wrong for me to think that my boyfriend would want to call me on his own free will? i don't know, this is never going to happen. sometimes i just feel like quitting, because i feel like i'm the only one in it. like, i'm the only one that cares and has dreams for the future, of us, however serious that sounds.
congrats steph, i wish i could be that lucky with my parents (dad) and my boyfriend. be thankful!
to elaborate 11-22-04 08:54
okay, so last night's post was a little short and sweet. well, i just found out some stuff that REALLY upset me, unexpectedly. high school drama crap. yea, actual high school. ugh. and somebody lied to somebody, and i'm gonna get to the bottom of all of this. very soon. because, it sucks. o, and apparently my boyfriends phone isn't working. he must have lost it, or broke it, or i would have thought he would want to talk to his girlfriend that he 'loves'. yea. i'm a little upset right now. good thing i'm coming home, or i'd blow up. arg. yea, lies and all, it shall be fun! so, i'm gonna go now and do absolutely nothing because i couldn't sleep last night, because, well, i wanted to be able to hear my phone ring, but the phone i wanted to call doesn't work. yep. so, talk to you all later!
just for the record 11-21-04 21:48
i'm not a bad person. and i DIDN'T order him around.
11-21-04 17:53
i don't really know. what i did. but, i've obviously lost my 'something' he loved. don't know when it left. but it did. and i'm not really sure where to get it back.
today 11-17-04 19:44
hello. well, my drama is over. ha. yea, we talked last night (me and my roomies peoples), and i broke down and just realized how homesick i was, and that i was just shutting myself down to everybody else. yep. that's it. that sucks. but, it happens. so, today was alright. my quizzes weren't too bad, except religion.. it was his hardest one yet (haha, it was the last one, besides the final, ha). Practice was cool tonight, we decided on our music tonight, and started choreographing. it's really awesome! it's great - i'm so excited! we're gonna rock and WIN! woo! umm.. not too much else, i had ballet today. that was GREAT! i'm really workin' on my turnout and it's getting better, and so is my vocab (lizz, you'd be proud, haha). it's nice, i LOVE ballet! It's so.. great, great, great. And, i think that's about it! so, i guess i'll catch ya'll on the flip side!
get 'er dun!
~steph~
good night 11-16-04 22:06
good night everyone. had myself a pretty healthy tear up, and now i guess i'm pretty much ready for bed, even though that's going to bring tomorrow, which may not end up any better. I guess we'll see. Things no better, actually getting a little worse, but, it'll work itself out (thanks steph ;-) ), and it'll be okay.
good night.
Hey everybody out there! I'm new to this, but I had a kmorg, and I hope I can keep this up. I want everyone back home to keep up on me, and my news. It would be cool. Well, right now, it's just kinda the semester winding down - and the anticipation of coming home. Don't get me wrong, I like LU, but Omaha is my home home. And home means, privacy and friends and family. I'll get to meet my newest niece on Thanksgiving, as well as hang out with brother!!! Which if VERY exciting! AND we get to go to the Huskers game against Colorado (i believe). Yea, okay. not too much more. Not really getting along with my roommate right now, if you want details, just reply. I just don't know what to do. I don't know. :::sigh::: more? i don't think anymore...... Ballet is awesome! It's so awesome, and it's so calming and relaxing, I look forward to it everyday, it's amazing. It helps my mood everytime, thank goodness, cuz i usually need it. Alright, I'm gonna go for now, but i will probably become obsessive with this, so i'll pobably be back soon.! bye bye! (p.s. - I love replies!)
~steph~
Hello, 11-16-04 18:23
My name is dancebear8504. I'm new to elowel.
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